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Friday, August 25, 2006 No Mood! I'm really getting sick of going to work... Nothing gets better... I don't feel any better either... I'm very unhappy... I'm trying very hard to find somehow,something,somewhere,someone that can make me happy at work... But no! Each time I felt more sick & pek chek...! Alot of things have changed... Maybe I did too...I do not know.. These past few days were worse.. I don't feel like going to work at all.. Alot of things happened that caused me to feel upset...Very upset! I've began to realise that how small I'm to people's eyes...to people's heart! Maybe true friends are not exactly how u feel that they should be... And maybe they aren't your true friends after all.. Possibly they don't even treat u as a friend...Hah..pathetic huh! Anyway,I'm not born to please everyone.. I've to learn how to please myself... Who are the ones who are there when u need them most... They will be exactly where they are... Popping up by your side without u realising it.. Those who are there bull-shitting... Fuck it..!! I finally come to sense that why should I be so naive... True friends...or making use...?? Fakers...! Or probably people might think I'm so sensitive..or even petty... Well... its feelings... Its words that hurts... Words that have hurted my feelings..! Should I just tell myself... "Gal,u should take it easy...u are just being one-sided...people aren't giving a damn!" Thursday, August 17, 2006 Dark Eye Rings I have to quit drinking coffee because it has been giving me sleepless nights...! God...! But I can't resist coffee now... Morning at least 2 cups... Sometimes sponsor by my dar a can of chilled Nescafe original... Workplace I think I drink at least 4 cups... How...?? Damn... *Rub head* Tuesday, August 15, 2006 A NOT-SO-HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Well Hell... Started working again on Mon after a 5 days rest... Done nothing much... celebrating with a small bunch of good friends was wat I wanted this year... Just to keep it simple... Who knows??? What happened to me on the 11th Aug was the most unforgetable night ever..!! You guys expect me to say, "Oh I was so happy! I had fun throughout the night!" Sorry lor...NO!!! NO!!! I was fucking pissed off that night...!!! Can you imagine being fucked up your friends (oh,2 of them to be exact) on your very own b'day? I admit I had enjoyed at the beginning... After mid-night (that's my exact day),bad things happened...! People there were shocked to see me acted this way...I do not want to elaborate more ok.. To me,my anger was to the limit...! Up to the top of my head...!! I felt like cursing & swearing... Can you imagine not being happy on my b'day for 2 consecutive years? Am I cursed or what..?? But I have to say sorry to alot people... "People,you know who you are & I'm sorry if I've caused you any inconvenience." Many many apologies.. .. .. Meanwhile.. .. ..on the other hand.. What makes me jumped with delights was that Singnet gave me a free desktop (although its Acer..flat screen LCD monitor,thank god! 15inches,ok la!), when I continued & upgraded my plan with them... & now of cause its in my room now... I'm enjoying my belated b'day present from Singnet now...pretty glad & satisfied liao! *There are lots of pictures from these few days but am lazy to post it up... furthermore my b'day pictures are not all ready yet. Keep waiting alrite?* |
