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Saturday, February 03, 2007  More than 1 month ago,we celebrated grandma's birthday.She was still looking well and was overjoyed as we were all there for her. On the 17th Jan,she left us... suddenly... Regrettably,she can't endure a bit longer to celebrate Chinese New Year with us. But I supposed she will be grateful that there was a last birthday spent with joy. 
 Everything was done as simple thanks to my big uncle.This "thanks" is not genuine,I have to admit. After this unbearable depart of my grandma,I've come to realise that people can be very inhuman when things happened. For example,money concern. Because of money,people can argue and fight. Even for brothers and sisters. Money is an evil thing ya?! Have people lost their senses because of it? Yes! I've lost a uncle since that last day. Sad. I've never realised that he can be so realistic about so many things. I always think that certain things he did or said,was instructed by his fucking wife! (Sorry,call me disrespectful,I don't care ok) His wife is a damn woman! I hate her since I was a kid. I respect her in the past is because I respect my uncle. Certain things I have to keep quiet because I'm just a child to them. (Fuck! I don't care,I'm ready to teach her a lesson anytime.) Years gone by,eventually my only elderly in my mum's side has left us. And this let me see through lots of things and we have to accept the reality. Nobody is going to say sorry to us. Maybe God have to say sorry to us,for taking our grandma away. I'm grieved. We just have to let it go one by one each day. My grandma left,without anybody by her bedside,without leaving us any last words. She's gone just like that. I thank all those friends who showed concern and those who helped me alot. (which was my Dar,he's always by my side.) I'm indeed very grateful to all. So please treasure each and everyone around you,be it your family or your friends. Treat them well. Then you will not have regrets.
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